Being unemployed sucks. For 3 months I have sent CV’s and tried to get a job. I have tried everything: Caregiver, teach mathematics or English, retail seller, and telemarketing. Absolutely NOTHING.
I wish I were more creative. But I’m stuck in a chub body and social awkwardness. If I had the balls, I could create some content on Youtube, draw some drafts about gay life, or create fiction and short stories.But, you know what? Nothing works for me.
I like writing about my life and thoughts and that’s it. The problem is: this does not entertain anyone, it’s just boring stuff from my stuffed head.
Thus, I tried to fill my days with movies and Ru Paul Drag Race. Sinking in shade.